|Where art thou, watashi no goddess?|
Sometimes I just felt that deep inside, everyone is genuinely lonely. Even if they have so many friends, 'friends' and a close-knit family, exciting social life and adventures, they are still lonely. I'm not gonna deny, but I have severe bouts of loneliness too, even though I like being alone. I have my very much loved dad, mum and brother. But when even they can't make time for me, I will sit down in one corner and contemplate about life.
Dad once sat down and had a heart to heart talk with me. He told me that even he, as one of the few who had been there ever since I was born, cannot go through the entire life's journey with me. Eventually, we would all still be separated. That was the only time I really saw dad cry, apart from the time of my great-grandma's funeral. That is also probably saddest thing to tell your child, but I understood. He wanted me to be strong and independent. I guess that's also why I value family time much more than anything else; I have never lost any of my family members and I absolutely cannot imagine life without them.
Now that I'm slightly more grown up, I guess I understood just a little more. Actually, life is not all that depressing and saddening. Because God is always with us. And we're never alone and helpless because we've got a wonderful heavenly father. Shall stop here coz I think the video is self explanatory.